- Me Sick -

- Me Sick -

Yesterday morning, after work, i decided to go to Jurong Polyclinic. I can't stand it anymore. Feel so feverish. Took a taxi to go there. Upon reachin, saw sweety...or i should say my X and we registered together. Me feelin so weak, din talked much to him. I got to see the doctor first and he has to wait for so long. While waiting for my number to come up, i was so weak that i can feel my face flushin hot!!! So freakin hot!!!! Finally the doctor said i was to be given 2days mc! Im glad for that but at the same time, i was wondering who is goin to cover me for the night shift!!???

Haiz.... i worked myself hard after the breakup and this is wat i get!! Being sick!! *cries* But he doesnt even care! He keep talkin about tat new sumone and was so proud of her without thinkin that im really sick and just want to be there with him. Cuz after takin my medicine and everythin, i wanted to be there with him. Wait with him for his turn. But he kept goin on and on about that new sumone, showin me the sms and everythin that, me being really really REALLY weak and sick, just stood up and walked away slowly with tears rolling down my cheeks. He knew that if i kept quiet, means im really really sick and tat i dun want to pick a fight. But there he was sayin all tat feelin so proud of his new gerl. I gathered all my energy just to go to 2nd level and wanted to wait with him. But tat was wat i got in return.

Well, in the past, he never came over to my house to visit me whenever i'm sick! NEVER!!!! Can you imagine tat??? While he? Everytime he's sick, there i'll be coming over to his house, takin care of him, took leave just to go see doctor with him!! But u noe wat he said yesterday??? "ade i suruh u teman i slama ni??" GOD!!! Isnt that shows that he doesnt and never appreciate me all this while????!!!!!! I was so heartbroken when he said that!! I was taken for a ride all this while??? I tot no could not be! But he was really cruel even after we broke up and even when i am really really SICK!!!

I reda!! Apa u nak kate, kate lah.... Kalau u betul da ade kwn yg baru, then just go and dun msg me anymore!

I want to rest. Tomorrow, im forced to work! Good nite pple! *cryin, feeling weak*